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Name: Kristen Holden
Birthday: 1/7/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: softball.field hockey.sleeping.aim.hanging out with my friends.boys;-).egg rolls.iga hoaiges. cerial.music.hoodies.orange.yankees.laughing. joking.lilu.curve.axe.my animals.lip gloss.movies.rambling.you;-)
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Friday, August 18, 2006

i havnt written in here in so long...
anyway.. i'm so, i dont even know the word.. empty? i feel like i've lost so much this summer and it hurts real bad. my step dad, it took awhile to sink in that he's gone, but now it's hit me. mostly because i know my mom's all alone..but he just always had a way to make me laugh.. i dont have that anymore...but i guess you have to think positive, he was real sick and now he doesnt have to suffer anymore.. anyway.. we put penny (my dog) to sleep. ugh, i've had her for..what feels like forever! i think 2nd grade..ish. its weird being at my mom's house without her.. my mom got this new puppy. she's so ugly,but she's such a sad dog..that's why we got her. i guess that's good for my mom..it'll give her something to do when she comes home from work. mmm..my sister was here for my brother's wedding.. the wedding was really nice.it sucked i had to wear one of those bridesmaids dresses, we couldnt breath in them! but other than that it was a good night.. i was like the only one not drunk by the end of the night. hah. anyway..i miss my sister a lot. i'm always miserable when she goes back to florida. i have a feeling she's going to live there for forever...i'll know in march when her lease runs out on her apartment, she said that's when she'll decide. i hope she comes home... anyway.. i lost one of my best friends this summer too. it feels like he hates me, maybe not..but what i do know is that i cant trust him anymore..and that's the hardest part. ugh. and on top of all this crap of course i fight with my dad nonstop. he's such an asshole. after the wedding i went to my mom's house..he didnt believe i went there he thinks i was somewhere else. ..who knows where. he doesnt trust me with my sister or something.  actually he doesnt trust me at all. and after the night of the wedding..my sister was here for a few more days so i spent the entire week with my family. and then when she left i asked my dad if i could go out. and he flipped out.. because he thinks i'm up to no good. like he was pissed off when i was at my mom's house. i cant take it..i have noo life because of him. oh and the other day he was telling me that i have no goals and i dont give a shit about anything.. that's not even true.. i just dont give a shit about the things he cares about.. so to him that means nothing. ugh. so right now we're in the middle of another fight.. i dont even know. so like i said..i feel empty because i dont even know who i can talk to anymore. everyones so busy with their own shit..its summer.. they're all having FUN. if i get anything out of this summer.. field hockey maybe. that's alllll i did. now preseason starts next week and my knee kills! and i work like 1-11 everyday after practice.


Thursday, July 27, 2006

I STOLE IT!!!!!...from elyse and alicia.


41 Questions about ME

1. Are you wearing earrings?
-- nahh

2. Do you like someone right now?
-- NO.

3. Who is the main person(s) you talk to at work?
-- Jesenia, Kelly, Kym, Leon

4. What color is your shirt?
-- teal

5. How many bedrooms do you have in your house?
-- 3

6. What song are you listening to?
-- spin doctors - just go ahead now

7. What was the last mall you went to?
-- moorestown

8. Do you have any older siblings?
-- yeess 7 of them.

9. What is the last thing you ate?
-- chinese..haha that's elyse's answer... annd mine too.

10. Who was the last person to come over to your house?
-- alicia

11. Who was the last person to call you?
-- alicia

12. Who was the last person who texted you?
-- scott

13. What should you be doing?
-- i dont know.

14. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
-- scott

15. Did you go out to eat yesterday?
-- yes after field hockey

16. What are you thinking right now?
-- I am fed up with liars. like how hard is it to stop bitching and tell the truth once in awhile?!.. no this is not directed towards just one person.

17. What color are your shorts?
-- navy blue and gray drexel field hockey.. yeah i know they dont match my shirt.

18. What color is your keyboard?
-- gray

19. What do you feel like eating/drinking?
-- wawa iced tea..and i have soome.

20. Are you in college?
-- no, but i can't wait.

21. What is the last text you wrote?
-- haha.."nothin havin a beer..watchin the game." ..but no not for real. dont ask.

22. Are you bored?
-- EXTREMELY.

23. How many teeth do you have?
-- haha almost all of them.. but you cant see any missing ones

24. Do you wear glasses?
-- nah

25. What color are your shoes?
-- well i'm not wearing any. but i have different color shoes..

26. Last thing you drank?
-- wawa iced tea

27. Who do you love?
-- my family, friends and pets.

29. Unscramble this word... ansnaab
-- bananas.. to be honest if elyse didnt do it..i dont know if i could.

30. What're the last words you said?
-- probably something rude to my dad, i dont remember.

31. Do you have clothes on?
-- yeahh..

32. Do you have boxers on?
-- nah

33. Do you like llamas?
-- no i just dont care..

34. Do you have anything written on your hand?
-- no way

36. Do you have any friends named Skyler?
-- no, but i knew a skyler..she's gone.

37. Do you have any friends named Alex?
-- uhhm..i dont think so but for some reason it feels like i'm forgetting an alex.

38. Are you afraid of the dark?
-- nah..just sometimes the noises. haha

39. Did you used to watch "Are you afraid of the dark"?
-- YESSSSSSSS Y

40. If you could tell anyone anything right now, what would it be?
-- i miss you.

41. How are you?
-- bored.


Monday, July 24, 2006

100 QUESTIONS.

Basic...
1. Name? Kristen
2. Age? 17
3. Sex? female
4. Birthday? january 7th
5. Where were you born? mt. holly
6. Where do you live now? i haaaaate cookstown.
7. Do you live with your family? just my dad
8. Are you in school? summer timeee
9. What is one of your main nicknames? K Ho
10. Eye color? they change.. green, blue, gray, yellowy
11. Glasses/contacts? nope
12. Do you have any piercings? yess
13. Do you have any tatoos? no, never
14. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
15. wheres 15? gone..
16. Do you speak more than 1 language? some spanishh
17. Hair color (natural)? some shade of brown
18. Long or short hair? pretty long..its not as long as i like it, but its getting there
19. Favorite hair style? the classic bun. haha orr down..i dont know.
20. Do you dance are your house in your underwear when nobody is home? nah.. i never get to be home alone.
21. Do you have a disco obsession? no
22. Do you listen to techno? some
23. Are you addicted to DDR? addicted no, but its funn
24. Have you ever made out in the rain? aw no
25. Who took this survey before you? elyse
26. Have you ever made out with your best friend? nope
27. Do you wear to much makeup? nahh
28. Are you homophobic? no
29. What is your favorite class? english sometimes..
30. Do you like gym? yes, but i hate taking the extra effort to dress out.. but now i'm in LIFE.. i'm gonna miss gym.
31. Do you really think you're gangstur? haha no
32. Have you ever been truly in love? nope
33. Have you ever been abused? no
34. Do you SI (self-injure) yourself? haha no
35. Do you have an eating disorder? no
36. Are you scared of the dentist? not scared, but i dont like it
37. Are you sick a lot? no
38. Do you skateboard? no
39. Do you ski/snowboard? no, i wish

(fill in the blank)
40. I miss- my sister
41. I am in love with - field hockey
42. I watch too much - tv is the only answer that makes sense.. but that's not true.
43. I'm a - goalie
44. Rap music is - fun sometimes
45. I think pants - are great
46. I'm to sexy for my - shirt
47. Mac-n-cheese is- yummy
48. I love - almost everything
49. Dinosaurs are going to eat you if - they're hungry!
50. I wish I were - anywhere but here.

51. phone or computer? depends
52. online relationship or real life relationship? reaal
53. boy or girl? boy
54. rap or rock? depends
55. bananas or kiwi? mmm both
56. strawberries or oranges? mmm both! hah
57. pizza or mac-n-cheese? probably mac and cheese
58. piercings or tattoos? piercings
59. dinosaurs or robots? dinosaurs
60. pads or tampons? depends..not depends diapers.. hah..depends on what i'm doing

Colors...
61. black or grey? both, more often black
62. pink or yellow? usually pink
63. orange or green? orange
64. electrikk blue or purple? elctrikk blue
65. red or gold? red.but gold with red is nice
66. hot pink or lime green? ohh..bothh
67. black or white? depends
68. blue or yellow? usually blue
69. pink or neon orange? both.. but probably neon orange
70. rainbow or white? rainbow

Bands...
71. JamisonParker or Taking Back Sunday? i dont know who jamison parker is haha
72. Aiden or UnderOath? dont know
73. Bright Eyes or Death Cab For Cutie? i dont actually listen to either one..but bright eyes sounds miiighty depressing
74. Emery or Kill Hannah? i dont know!?
75. Michael Jackson or Mike Jones.? Michael Jackson
76. AC/DC or Nirvana? nirvana
77. Well-known bands or Not so well-known? depends
78. A Static Lullaby or Atreyu? eh dont know
79. Scary Kids Scaring Kids or The Bled? who?
80. Action Action or Panic! At the Disco? dont care

Other random questions that I just thought of...
91. Who's your idol? my sister..sorta.
92. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? i would be more outspoken in times of need.
93. Do you want to be on Broadway? no
94. What do you regret the most? i dont know.
95. Do you want to become a forensic scientist? no
96. Do you live like a rockstar and fuck like a pornstar? haha no
97. Do you still have an imaginary friend? haha no
98. What did you want to be when you we're little? a profesional softball player haha.. my parents just went with it.
99. Do you still want to be that? hell no
100. ARE YOU GLAD THE SURVEY IS OVER?! yeahh actually


Thursday, July 06, 2006

soooo just got back from Spain and France(also) haha and it was pretty fun.. i'll post like 300 pictures when i can get them on my computer!


MISSION-
GET THROUGH THIS MASSIVE QUIZ TRUTHFULLY.
DON'T DIE ON THE WAY!

Time Started: 12:58
Name: Kristen
Gender: girl

1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? water first then i get in

2.) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle? yes

3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the Herbal Essence commercial? haha nahh

5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? my sister made me and mike bathe together once when we were little..but we wore bathing suits. haha

6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? yess and it feels so cleann haha.

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot? yes

9.) How old do you look? i guess my age?

10.) What's the last song you heard/sang? mayberry!! (rascal flatts)

11.) Have you recently become a member of anything? L.I.F.E.

12.) What are your plans for the weekend? friday going out with my mom and my sister.then work. then saturday night i work, then sunday i'm off to field hockey camp.

13.) What is your mood at the moment? tired..glad to be chilllllling out because i never get to anymore.

14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? haha nah

15) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating? nope

17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut? i dont think i ever meant it..

18.) Has anyone ever called you a slut? yeah i dont knowif they meant it? haha

19). Have you ever smuggled something into America? nothing i wasnt supposed to no..

20.) Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive? eh dont care

21.) Do you live in a city with a good sports team? no

25.) Do you have more enemies or more friends? friends

26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter? i think to michelle reed in her softball locker for good luck, but then i told her! haha

27.) Can you fix your own car? no

28). Do you like staying up late? yeah

29.) Are you smarter than your friends? some of them i guess

30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends? nope

31.) Have you ever been to jail? nope

33) Do you like the smell of beer? no

34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream? yeah

35.) Have you ever given to charity? yes

36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000? no

37.) Do you sometimes get depressed? yess

38.) Do you live with your parents? my dad

39.) Do you have plans for your future? deffinatly

You are
[ ] short, under 5'4
[x] 5'4"-5'5"
[ ] 5'5"-5'6"
[ ] 5'6.5 - 5'7 ''
[ ] 5'7" - 6'0
[ ] tall 6'1 and up

NATURALLY
[ ] blonde
[ ] red head
[x] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde
[ ] brownish
[ ] black
[ ] indian red/light brown
[ ] Dont Know;; Dyed To Much

[x] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] black-eyed
[x] green-eyed
[ ] hazel-eyed
[x] gold/gray-eyed
[x] silver/gray- eyed
[x] blue/green-eyed
[x] blue/gray-eyed
[x] green/gray-eyed
[x] they change colors
[ ] amber


[ ] glasses
[ ] contacts
[ ] reading glasses
[ ] neither

[ ] short hair
[xbut more longish] medium hair
[ ] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] khaki
[x] aqua
[x] pink
[x] hot pink
[ ] yellow
[ ] black
[ ] green
[x] lime green
[x] blue
[ ] white
[x] turquoise
[x] silver
[x] purple
[ ] brown
[x] orange
[ ] grey
[x] fuscia
[ ] maroon
[ ] gold
[x] teal
[ ] coral
[x] clear
[ ] bronze
[ ] i don't really care
[x] rainbow
[x] i basically like all colors

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] laid back
[x] strict
[x] hyper
[x] sarcastic
[x] slow


You like listening to:
[x] pop
[x] country
[ ] Christian rock
[ ] orchestral/classical
[x] techno
[x] oldies
[ ] opera
[x] 80s
[ ] disco
[x] rap/ R&B
[x] classic rock
[x] punk
[x] pop punk
[x] metal
[x] reggae
[x] rock
[x] alt/indie rock
[ ] foreign rock
[x] ska
[X] lots of different stuff

The pets you have HAD?
[x] cat
[x] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[x] bunny
[x] fish
[x but i was a baby] horse
[x] bird
[x] frog
[ ] hermit crab
[x] turtle
[x] hamster
[ ] snake
[x] gerbil
[x] guinea pig
[ ] pig
[x..i was a baby] goat
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] geese
[ ] baby chicks
[ ] baby ducklings
[ ] none
[ ] hedgehog
[ ] snail
[ ] piranha
[ ] seagull
[ ] newt
[ ] pigeon

Your confessions:
[ ] I'm afraid of silence
[x] I'm really ticklish
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark
[ ] I've collected comic books
[ ] I sometimes shut out others
[ ] I open up to others too easlily
[x] I read the newspaper
[x] I love Disney movies
[x] I am a sucker for gorgeous eyes
[X] I am a sucker for a gorgeous smile
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[x] I have worn pajamas to class
[ ] i have an X in my screen name
[x] I bake well
[x] I love Martha Stweart
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I am self-conscious
[xx] I love to laugh
[x i need water] I can't swallow pills
[x] I bite my nails
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored
[ ] I have gotten lost in the city
[x] I have gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] I have made out in an elevator
[ ] I have been skydiving
[ ] I have been bungee jumping
[x] I have bitten someone
[x] I have egged or rolled a house/car
[ ] I have smashed a car
[ ] I have been fired
[ ] I have been skinny dipping

Have you ever...
[x] seen a shooting star
[ ] joke proposed to anyone
[x] gotten stitches
[ ] eaten Sushi
[x] gotten the chicken pox
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[ ] been on a cruise ship
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been on a plane by yourself
[ ] had surgery
[ ] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[ ] been on stage
[ ] gotten a black eye
[x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[x] watched an entire baseball game


Do you like...
[x] old movies
[x greeease! ] musicals
[x] blasting music in your car
[x some] foreign foods
[ ] Pokmon
[XX] Christmas time
[x] doughnuts
[x] animals
[x] coffee
[x] tea
[x] summer
[x]winter

TWO'S OF EVERY KIND

Two Names You Go By:
Kristen Kitchen

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
shorts and a t shirt

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation:
england and hawaii

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now:
my hand hurts and i dont know why..and i should be sleeping.

Two favorite animals:
dogs/puppies and elephants

Two Reasons you're doing this survey:
i'm bored and its my addiction.

Spell your name without vowels:
krstn

How many pairs of jeans do you own?:
a bunch dont know

What color(s) do you wear most often?:
blue, black, white, gray (hah norhtern colors) annd brown.

Last song heard on the radio?:
green dayyyy!!!! good riddance..like the first real song i've heard because i've been in europe!

What's for dinner tonight?
i had a sandwich my dad made, so good.

Are you happy with your life right now?:
its getting a little over whelming..i just wish it felt like summer...

[Do you own a...}

- PS2?: nah

- PSP?: nah

- Gamecube?: nope

- Digital Camera?: yes

- I-Pod?: nope

In what state or country do you want to go to school after high school? nj, ny, pa..i love north east.

How do you make money?:
my dad....annd i work at tootie's scooping ice creamm.

Last thing you bought?:
a phone card

How's the weather?:
rainy and hot

When did you start summer break?:
doesnt even feel like it started.. but i for me my last day was the 16th

Favorite pair of shoes: well i loved my orange and blue converse (not chucks) but they're dead. then i loved my blue and yellow vans..but they're dead..so its probably my adidas sandals.. i love them.

Do you own big sunglasses?: nah i dont look right in sun glasses

Do you find yourself attractive?: sometimes

What should you be doing right now?: sleeping

Who did you hug today?: no one damn it..and i just got back from europe..someone should miss me! haha

How many beds did you lay in yesterday?: 3

What color shirt are you wearing: gray and black

Name one thing that you do everyday?: laugh!

Whats the color of your bedroom walls?: a crazy pinkish color

How much cash do you have on you right now? i dont knoww


Q: When was the last time you saw your dad? tonight

Q: What did you have for dinner last night: something french i forget

Q: Look to your left, what do you see? a wall

Do you have plants in your room?: nah

Whats your favorite starbucks drink?: mocha frappaccino

Recent time you were really upset?: i dont know.



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